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2009-07-30T16:14:00.002+08:00

im so sleepy

rar.
im so sleepy now
i wanna zonk out.
but im still at work

i just saw weiqian's tags
lol.

currently im still busy doing nth.
except to go work, look forward to lunch
after lunch, look forward to off work

but these few days
there are so many meetings
that im seriously bored
from just sitting in and listening

but its rather exciting to see da tension that's gg on during da internal meeting
and gossiped about it later during lunch time

even though i seriously hate office politics
but this time
i will just be a passerby
and try not to be involve with all these things

da horror from cx was already enough
seriously.

aights.
im looking forward to friday
then i can have a good rest

i dono why im feeling so tired recently
my eyes keep wanting to close

and i think im gg blind soon
sigh :/

i feel so no life.
but da working hours are restricting me

ahhh.
i miss working 4 hrs everyday now
so sad.

2009-06-27T17:16:00.002+08:00

i feel like im abandoning this space
im just so lazy to update

i hate work
i want a change of environment
:/

2009-06-05T13:01:00.002+08:00

IM SO ANGRY I CAN EXPLODE NOW.

u said i didnt ask pax to put da name labels
HELLO?
everyone else didnt

u said i didnt put on makeup
HELLO?
HOW CAN U SEE WHETHER I HAD MAKEUP ON WHEN U LOOKED AT ME FROM LIKE 10M AWAY?

seriously.
f-k off purple bitches.

2009-05-01T18:19:00.000+08:00

i hate da fact that people change
i hate da fact that u lied to me
i hate da fact that i trusted u so much

2009-04-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

i feel like a damn dumb stupid idiotic fool

reinaheng
i miss u badly :(

2009-04-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

the fact is

i won't trust anyone anymore.

2009-04-12T17:10:00.002+08:00

i have so many things to say
but i dono how to phrase it

just that,
its not the same anymore.

2009-04-01T15:05:00.006+08:00

tired

from working
im only working 4 hrs per day
but it seems like im working 40 hrs per day
:/

today is a bad and crazy day
non-stop check in from 7am to 9.30am
rarrr.

even though my bday is over
im still receiving presents from ppl i heart so much :)

i hearts theRETARDS

from wee and edith
from wee
from edith
from weiqian

i hearts my CX frens.
from jialingfrom faridfrom aisanfrom patand here's a photo that pat took
:D

sighh
im feeling super sleepy now
but im off tmr :D

2009-03-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

stop thinking that i fancy u or sth
its irritating
i hate it when u are having this illusion or sth
it freaks me out, really.

stop thinking that u know me so well
because, u dont.
i dont even know u well

stop thinking that u are related to me
simply because, you dont.

2009-03-25T20:36:00.002+08:00

happy birthday

weeleng

mr lee
u are 21 yrs old now
pls be more mature
and
u are
oldddddddddddddddd
but still,
older than me

happy birthday yo
my bro.

went to hr early in the morning today
we were supposed to start work today
but nobody informed us
so we wasted
4 hrs of our first day of work
waiting at hr
going to t2
and losing our way finding airport management office
going back to t1
and waited for almost 1 hr for daniel ho
who didnt appear in da end
oh well
lucky suresh was there

went off to find my mum in cwp
and we bought a cake for mr lee's bday today
hahaha.
da cake was nice
i chose it okay.
thank me pls, mr lee.

we are offically starting work tmr
after we get our airport pass done

man.
im not looking forward to it
:/

i can see dat my dad is worried about
what's coming this friday
i will pray hard
and i will definitely be there
:)

2009-03-20T20:07:00.002+08:00

i have officially

GRADUATED
from np :)

yeah,
passed and completed the diploma course

another phase of my life

and its da ever first time i see a gpa 4
in my result slip
:/

even though
it was really tough during attachment
many experiences that we disliked
rushing through the report at the last min
that's what we always do :/

but i do have to say
i did enjoy my attachment
because of
:)

hahaha.

its another memory to be kept inside my heart
my poly life
my attachment life

but the sms from sch is way too early in the morning :/

i wanna talk to a person badly now
but i dont see that person online :(

2009-03-16T01:09:00.004+08:00

the special day

other than working hard
expectations are not up to expectations
disappointments are such disappointing

ihate.

but still,
its already over.

what can be done.
nothing.

disappointed.
that's all.

its okay,
i will keep it to myself.

2009-03-15T01:29:00.003+08:00

Boring

candy's job is super ultimate BORING
im so not looking forward to work tmr

it made me missed working in sats more
:/

there are survelliance cameras everywhere in da shop
and da boss is watching us work from dono where
and we cant just stand ard doing nth

BORING.

2009-03-12T23:02:00.000+08:00

hell, yeah, again

when i just confirmed dat i got a job

*knock knock*
sats confirmed dat our application is okay

so now i got 2 jobs?
:/

2009-03-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

hell, yeah

i got a job
part time at candy empire

i should be happy
i got a job

but,
i have to start work on my birthday day

:/

it was da same last year.
oh well.

2009-03-08T02:12:00.002+08:00

sometimes
its better not to know the truth

sometimes
its better to ignore

sometimes
its better to move on

sometimes
its better to let go

sometimes
i hope i can be strong

sometimes
i hope i know what to do

sometimes
i hope l;es dont exist

2009-03-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

i hate to have secrets
which i cant find anyone to share with

2009-03-04T17:17:00.002+08:00

irritated

im so irritated
im very irritated

there's still no news yet
they are taking way too much time
and wasting our time
:/

RAR
that's it

i am so going to look for another part time job first

2009-03-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

hello,

u made me smile so much (:

2009-02-28T23:30:00.001+08:00

i dont understand
i just dont understand
i dont understand
what u are thinking
i can never understand what are u thinking
i can never know
if you dont tell me about it

what isit that u are hiding from
what isit that u are afraid of

isit so hard to tell the truth
isit so hard to understand what i want?
isit so hard not to feel hurt?

to me,
its too tiring.

2009-02-26T23:28:00.006+08:00

what have i been doing for the past few days :/

other than rotting away

19th thurs

was slacking at home at first
when farid called and asked where i am
and tada
farid, pat and aisan then came cwp to look for me
and we had dinner tgt at breeks
:D

20th fri

yoga's concert
wooohooooo
and wee actually forgot all about it
until she read da newspaper
a lil conferencing over the phone with theRETARDS
really made me missed the school days
:/
bt im happy that theRETARDS had a gathering/outing
like how we used to be :)

this was the view from where we were sitting
was quite faraway
and we were quite suay to be sitted
infront and beside of s.h.e fans
okay, crazy fans
almost wanted to burst out and asked them to shut up

went separate ways with them after the concert ended
as my big bro went to watch da concert too
and i had free chaffeur home
but he didnt fetch me home directly
instead he dragged me along
tgt with his gf
for supper at geylang
i swear im aread half asleep after da whole supper thingy.
reached home
and sth made me really happy
hahaha, it shall be my lil secret :D

sat and sun were spent tgt with my family :D

23rd mon

ono wanted to watch da andy lau movie
so he asked whether i wanted to watch
so i said okay, and dated pat and aisan along too
after the movie date at bugis
went off to meet up with
xueting, shirle and shuxian :D
its been really long since i last met them

24th tues

i finally met up with REINAheng can
passed her da long overdue and mouldy christmas present
and these were what i received from her.

a personalized hp strap

with my name and laopo on it :D

its on my hp now yo.

and this,

piggy shaped coasters

super cute can

thanks REINAheng.

hahaha

oh, we went to lot one

and it changed alot

and we both agreed that we still prefer the old lot one

as it contained all our retarded sec school memories :)

and today

supposed to be 26th thurs

tada

farid called and asked me out again for dinner tgt with pat :D

went to airport to look for them

then farid drove us to east coast

but we couldnt decide what to eat

and drove off

and finally settled down in tampines ikea for dinner

hahaha

and now im home

im super sleepy now

but im waiting :D

oh well, bye.

2009-02-11T13:39:00.003+08:00

CRAZY

I AM REALLY GOING CRAZY WRITING MY FINAL REPORT
there's NO info
NO mood
to do the report at all
how the hell am i supposed to write the report?!

2009-02-08T16:48:00.003+08:00

im missing
my CX's colleagues
i miss working with them
i miss lunching/dinnering with them
i miss joking with them
i miss gossiping with them
i miss laughing with them
i miss talking to them

and finally
dear wee and weixia are back from taiwan
i miss them so much
met up with them ytd
at cine
yeah, not airport
actually they came back on the 6th
but edith and wee bluffed us that its 7th
but still
im happy that they are back
:)

and i dont deny
im hurt
but i will keep it to myself

2009-02-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

i read sth that i shouldnt read
or i shouldnt have read
and i feel uber sad now

2009-02-02T11:52:00.001+08:00

in 4 more days
WEE IS COMING BACK
and dat means
attachment is ending

:(

i feel da urge to cry
how?!

2009-01-19T18:10:00.000+08:00

i am super pissed off today
i totally hate dat 2 bloody bitches

2009-01-12T01:34:00.001+08:00

im so useless
im such a useless fren
i just dont know what can i do to make u better

2009-01-12T00:21:00.002+08:00

im lost
im very very lost
i dont know whats going to happen after attachment
i dont know whats installed in my future
i have this very strong lost feeling
i wanna say out how i feel
but i dont know how
im at a lost of words
im lost about my feelings now
can someone pls help me
i hate this feeling
i feel like breaking down
but its weird breaking down for no reason

2009-01-08T19:55:00.004+08:00

happy new year

im late by 8 days
but still
happy new year wo!

and happy birthday to
da lao za bor

our retarded lao za bor!
HAHAHA
:D

lunched with her and edith at
secret recipe at t3
before she start work

edith and meee
see all da delicious food
awwwww

theRETARDS yo
with our queen wee being absent
boohoo ):

after dat
met up with aisan, ah pat, alex and ono for movie
we watched ponyo
its super cute can
but i think da guys almost wanted to fall asleep watching dat
esp ono =.=
oh well

and my dearest part-time part-time farid
smsed me and asked wat movie we watching
i told him ponyo
and he asked
"ponyo or porno??"

HAHAHA
dats how funny my dearest part-time part-time can be

work is always so entertaining when talking to him

counting down with 29 days left
omg
wat am i supposed to do after that?

u changed
da person i used to know isnt around anymore
why isit so
do u know
i miss da old u so much

2008-12-23T23:41:00.011+08:00

Part 2

im backkkkk
yes,
from work

today was a fine day
hahaha
went to chomel in transit area to buy gifts
for moi and ahem

laughing at ono's stupidity of not knowing how to use his new phone
=.=
and he actually wanted to save my number and put it under rejected list

short dinner with pat was lovely :)

anw
im going to continue from where i stopped
before i left for work

okay,

this was during the skyride
took it with wq and angie on the first ride
and then
with wq and aisan on the 2nd ride

and then off we gooooo
to da beach

which gaosong and ron joined us
ops,
according to ono,
it should be wong who joined us too
:D

ron aka wong wanted a proper photo
so there u go

but there's still one pig who refused to turn around

i hearts them lots
because of them
i got the mood to go work okay
if not for them
:/
i might be wishing for attachment to end like everyday

before that,
we were all very dry
horror started when we decided to throw our bdae girl into the water
that's angie
and consecutively
aisan, wq, ono, gaosong and charles got thrown into the water

me and pat then ran for our dear lives
afraid of being thrown into the water
and who knows
da super fast pig aka gaosong
came running to us
and then
i got caught
and was dragged into the water by both gaosong and ron
infront of like so many strangers pls
pat of course not spared after that

ron who did not bring extra clothes
because it was a last min decision of him coming
got thrown in too

in conclusion
no one was spared

and what continues
i got thrown, dragged, sprayed whatever like dono
how many thousand times

and this was da result

all of us in da water
with angie the camera woman

after bathing
it was dinner time!
hungry like shit
after drowning so much of sea water
and we bought a cake for angie :)

our dear mamasan
who always took care of us
hearts her lots
and i hope her wishes come true!

ron wanted a boys' picture
so i took this for them

charles, ron, gaosong and ono in order!

group picture of them while waiting for the train back to harbour front

and i shall end this post with

a failed picture of the whole lot of us
and harry daddy said my camera skill is lousy :/

dinner tgt to commence christmas eve tmr night
and i still need to prepare lil gifts for my colleagues
selected ones though
and there's also plans to countdown for the new year tgt!
:)
maybe i wont regret joining sats because of them anymore

i miss u wee
i really miss u alot :(

would u still remember?
but i guess its not significant anymore

2008-12-23T10:13:00.007+08:00

Sentosaaaaaaaaaaa

with dearest SATS colleagues
and i totally hearts and enjoy it
:)

met up with angie, wq, pat, aisan and ono first to have lunch
had super big burgers which most of us cant finish
after that,
lil shopping for pat who wanted to buy beach wear
at newurbanmale

and then
off we go to
sentosa!

there's so many people oh well

we went to have da skyride first
its not recommended for those who are afraid of heights
and do take care of ur slippers if u are wearing one.

but the view was super nice
:D

a lil photo taking before we went to take da ride

hearts dear pat :)

im angry because
ono is literally leaning on me!
:/

and they said
im short!
beside ono
tsk.

the lovely girls at work who always cheered me up!
wq, angie, pat and aisan :)
hearts them lots

oh no
i have to upload da rest next time
im running late
gotta go work :/

rarrr.

2008-12-16T18:16:00.005+08:00

what kind of mood is this?

met up with edith today yo
and both of us are just so tired
of attachment

yes, indeed.

i hope everything's all right for kingston!
:)

i feel so random in putting up this pic

dats vangie, meeee and ah sam.

yeah, us again.
now its da other way round.

vangie said dat i dont love her
okay now, i do! :)

im tired of pursuing my own happiness
im letting go
i thought
i thought
i thought
i hate these two words

2008-12-11T22:46:00.001+08:00

less than 2 months

and iap ends
8more days
and sam
is leaving ):

im gonna miss her so much

but i will look forward to the 21st!
:D

2008-12-05T00:14:00.005+08:00

):

i dont know how to express my feeling
there's just this rock in my heart
dat i cant seem to remove it
my mood's down

i donthave the motivation to go for work anymore
its like da same everyday
i just wished for attachment to end like
right now

i dont like the feeling of dragging myself to work everyday
i dont like to do almost the same things everyday
i dont like the way u treated us
i dont like the way u told us things

everything's just not right
sometimes i just feel like shouting and crying
and simply not doing anything else

why is attachment such a chore to me

feb 6 pls come soon

its tiring
having to put up a smile to passengers
no matter how u are feeling

i hate this
i hate it

2008-12-01T17:51:00.005+08:00

:D:D

met up with reina finally
after like 173298549834 years
went to watch
"i like to move it move it"
super duperb funny can

morning shifts are horrendous
have to walk and run around like some mad cow
or the next moment
get ur butt stuck on the chair for like
5hours straight
or the next moment
u don't even have the chance to even touch or see the chair

omg luh
afternoon shifts again tmr onwards
oh well.

oh oh oh!
went out to watch movie with my dearest colleagues ytd again :D
with aisan, ah pat, ah pat's friend, wq, joanne and ono!
half of my soul was gone
after watching "Quarantine"
what a movie :/

after drowning myself with troubles for the past few day
the huge rock was finally gone

my dad's alrighty! :D

i was totally scared
being half awake
and hearing the word "failed" from my parents
rushing out to look at the report
WHewwwwww.
they are so naughty to bluff me
but well,
im glad :)

and because of that
my dear dad is in a good mood
and he decided

to get me a NEW PHONE!
:D:D:D:D:D:D

LG renoir
my love
woolalala

i love my dad too :)

2008-11-25T09:33:00.005+08:00

reina reina reina

im meeting her later! :D

ytd's work was super tiring
i had to do the job of 2 persons
because jialing is on mc
running around like some mad cow
counter
arrival
take crew allowance
looking for tags
counter
calling for wheelchairs
arrival
to the belt
to the ops
to the counter
to the gate
to the counter
and finally
home ):

my poor toes

didnt even get to talk to aisan properly for the whole day
until after we are going home
):

yeeshian!
do tell me when u are in da airport :D
im working morning shift on thur!
6.30am to 4.30pm
hehehehe.

2008-11-19T17:45:00.000+08:00

work is making me so unhappy
work is never happy
attachment is never happy
):

2008-11-15T14:36:00.007+08:00

RAR

work these days
are so $#%@&#@*$

i dont know what to say

but im glad
i have lovely girls at work to cheer me up
no matter how tough and tiring work is

lunches with ah pat and jialing are da best way to start an afternn shift work
lil losing of my way ard in T2 ytd
guess im too used to T1
da baoing macs with ah pat
sending wrong msges to wrong person
Whooops
airport pass and apple pie misunderstanding :D

im at a lost of what to say
rarr
morning shifts again tmr ):
have to handle 5 flights
dats physically and emotionally draining ya know

but da thought of going to movie date with aisan and others
makes me smile (:

and you
what happened when u asked me dat qns
im very sorry dat i couldnt ans u
because i didnt have da mood to do so
but i could sense a different mood in u dat day

3 more months to go
happy or unhappy?

what would u do
after the 3 months
smile or cry?

2008-11-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

reasonable?

ph day treated as other normal day
seriously
have u all put urselves in our shoes before making this decision
why dont u guys think properly before making this decision

we are still humans
we have our rights
we have feelings
we feel tired
we feel unfair

get it?

2008-11-09T13:53:00.003+08:00

):

its not a happy day to start with
being tired and having to put up a smile to
every passenger

after finally clearing the queue
asked to assist gate to be translator
when i don't even know whats going on

being screamed at the moment i stepped in
fighting hard to get the attention of the seniors
and solving passenger's problems

after one done
i tot i could relax

i tot they would nice
all i wanted was to get the phone back

vulgarities were then started hurling towards me
out of no reason
words became uglier and louder

being pulled away
was something that i glad yani did

its not my fault that u guys are stuck there
i don't need to listen to all those ugly words
but i just can't help having to pretend that i don't understand
hoping that u guys will stop

tears of sadness
they can't stop flowing
thanks to those who comforted me
but they are not the familiar faces that i hope to see

the feeling of being lost
and not being able to see familiar faces
comforting me
i just don't like it

starving all the way since i started work
and only having me first food of the day at 3.30pm
cramps starting
those just didn't help me in feeling any better.

reaching home and complaining to mum
listening to what she says

i realised
how weak i am

because its not my fault in the first place
so why should i bother so much

but still
being hurled vulgarities at
by someone u totally don't know
or
just because its ur job

it sucks.

2008-11-04T16:45:00.002+08:00

i love off days

yes,
extremely
and today!
me and wq made edith happy!
we did right?
=D

met up with wq at cck
and then off to tanjong pagar
for the surprise attack
alone!

i was afraid dat i might missed edith
cause i have been waiting for a lil while outside her office
but i still dont see her
and i called her
and then!

she came out!
wheeeeee

are u happy edith???
hearts the froggy/tortoise soft toy lots leh
wq said both of the soft toys that we bought are waiting for u
because there's only one left for each!

heh,
glad i didnt make a wasted trip today
:)

im starting morning shifts again tmr
having to wake up at 4am everyday
for 4 days
boohoo
):
work is a good time to diet down
rarrr
but i simply hate to attend to passengers with an empty stomach!

new flight is coming in
but!
im off on dat day
sooooooo,
but!
i might self change such dat i can go on off on thur 13th
shall see
because i wanna go to da TA tgt with dit and qian ):

and i heard from ah pat
10 new staff are coming in
and some of them are PRCs
someone must be pretty excited eh?
*winks at the guy who always bully me*

but im not excited
because!
dat means!
im going to be stuck at counter like
permanently?
EEEEEEEWWWWWW
my butt is going to grow so big ):

oh well.

i got aiai's roster now!
heh,
next to target
ah pat's roster :D
tmr!

wheeeeeee
OH
WEE CALLED ME ON 2ND NOV AT 12:02AM
from taiwan!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
she totally made my day!

i miss her voice like lots
and her lovely sms after that
made me happy :)

and to dearest reina!
be strong!
and remember i will always be ur rubbish bin and ur consultant eh?
heh.
hearts u
:)

2008-10-30T14:36:00.002+08:00

(:

i love meeting up with the retards
i love talking away with the retards
and i love the fact that
we are going to taiwan tgt (:

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee
i can't wait for it

and i love da fact that
wee smsed us when she's over in taiwan!
her msges always make me smile
no matter how many times i read it
i just feel like talking to her face to face again
=D

work is still okay recently
just that
i met some really unhappy and angry incidents
which i shall not elaborate

but im glad
there's still ah pat, aisan, jialing, sam, wq and gaosong to complain to.
i love lunches with them
which we can gossip so much (:

and faizal gave me a cathay pen when i lost mine
so nice of him right?

oh well
i have a 2nd periodic report to write
and im totally clueless as to what i should write ):

tmr i can work with my dearest aisan!
i miss her crapful aisan TM words
(:
and dearest ah pat wants to date me out too!
hahaha

2008-10-19T15:32:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA

*onionRETARDS* edith says:
Ximenting for more lower age crowd.. something like fart east shopping centre type and annex level of heeren
LOL! "fart east"

that's super duper funny!
new shopping centre in town!
HAHAHAHAHA
edith u are super cute leh!

im very very excited about our taiwan trip tooooooo
i cant wait for attachment to end
wooolala

so far
im still surviving for my attachment
but i hearts the people there leh!

superb colleagues
especially AI SAN (my laogong), AH PAT
and GAO SONG luh!
he's always standing behind me and helping me whenever im doing counter
and teaching me so many things
and also telling me not to be so ganchiong
thank you so much ehhhh!
"im so proud of you!" (:

oh well
i have 2 off days
and im going to spend my time sleeping away
so sleepy

met up with our dearest EDITH ytd!
at amk
wheeeee
i just love chatting away randomly with the retards
i hope we stay like this even after 50 years
and yeah
we shall meet up 50 years later
drinking hot green tea tgt!
HAHAHA

<3

2008-10-04T17:03:00.002+08:00

irritating blue

u were the first to check
and yet
u blamed it on me
when problem occurred
weren't u at fault too?
because u didn't saw it too
idiot blue

u didn't instruct us what to do with the signing in and out
and all u know that u should do
is nag at us
with words
i don't even know what u are trying to express
and now
when we did it wrongly
nag nag nag
nobody told us what to do in the first place
idiot blue

IDIOT BLUE

2008-09-30T15:14:00.002+08:00

i love my parents

alot
i love small chats with them that always make me feel happy
gossiping with my mum
and
learning dialects from my dad

eh eh eh
i just so feel so happy
seeing them at home
after a hard day's work

went out with mummy today
at first she said
she's not going to buy anything
but
when we went to ntuc
she bought alot of things
=.=

but i still love u anw
(:

2008-09-29T16:49:00.002+08:00

stone-d
i just came back from work
from morning shift
which started at 5am

aights

my brain's dead
i dont know what to say

but im glad the guy whom i understudy today
was pretty friendly
:D

wahhhh.
aights
why arent u talking to me anymore?!
):

2008-09-17T21:22:00.003+08:00

zzzzzzz

i dont know what to say
i have no mood

rarrrr
training has been boring
but frequent toilet breaks in between
helps alot

our bladder are all getting bad and worse

im sleepy
=.=

i miss wee like so much
):

at least there's still someone who understand the feelings i have

2008-09-09T22:01:00.003+08:00

OMG

REINAHENG,
DID U VOMIT OUT OF UR NOSE OR STH?

okay,
i should ask
ARE U OKAY?
dont eat so much eh
save some food for me also

I WANT TO MEET U LUHHHH
sigh
i dont wish the both of us to be so distant ):
that's what u said too
i dont care
we must meet up soon
i shall spam u with sms

later
after my test tmr

90% is the passing mark for tmr's test
how great
2 chances to take the test
how great

this is worse than any exams i have taken in np
its actually asking us to score full marks for the test

omg

2008-09-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

studying and studying

that's what we did for the past 2 days
facing the com and studying for like almost 8 hrs
my back is going to rot
my eyes are going to rot
and
my brain is going to rot
information overload
there's just too many things to study
and im behind the schedule by alot of modules
so i need to study during the weekends ):

waking up at 5am
is very taxing
i cant seem to keep myself awake during the studying time
and writing notes doesnt seem to keep me awake
psssh, the person beside me (weiqian)
kept falling asleep today
=.=

but luckily our trainer is niceeeeeeeee
she bought s tidbits knowing that we are all going to fall asleep soon
and i think she saw how hard all of us were
trying to open our eyes and looked at her
while she explained the things to us.
we must have looked really funny.

met up with edith today
its nice to meet up after one week of not seeing her
and complaining about what happened during this week
regardless of retarded things or anything
but it just seems so incomplete without wee ):

im tired.
im going into a "coma" soon.

rarrr.
night.

2008-09-03T18:19:00.002+08:00

poor legs

yes, i pity my legs
and my toes
they have suffered with me today
from 830am to 4pm
im sorry legs and toes ):

last day of orientation
we pratically walked the whole of airport
from T1 to T2 to T3 to T1
lucky there's such a thing called skytrain

im coming here daily
=.=
i shall use this chance to write down what we did during the day
so dat it would be ultimate useful when writing reports

tmr's training starting
at 830am
i need to reach tampines at 730am
i need to wake up at 515am
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

im so going to sleep super duper early today.

poor legs.

2008-09-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

zzzzzzzzzz
im tired ):
2nd day of attachment
STAR orientation
it was freezing in the hall at first
a lil interesting cause of the mini games the trainer added in
i only liked da last part most
cause we get to leave da room
and
travel around T1 and T2
but it was super duper tiring
poor legs ):

tmr another day of orientation
at 830am

sigh.

2008-09-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

first day
lucky there's weiqian, shuying, jialing and yazid with me
if not

lovely jiayou msges from classmates
brighten up my morning!
(:

i miss msging the rest and asking where are they already ):

i wanna go taiwan luh.

-content has to be censored cause, you know, i know, we all know-
cant talk much

tmr's orientation at 8.45am
meeting them at 8.15am
gotta sleep super duper early today
-ciao-

2008-08-29T00:01:00.000+08:00

OMG
IM ACTUALLY TALKINGTO WEE AND WEIXIA ONLINE NOW
(:
WHEEEEEEEEE

2008-08-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

today's da day

please take very good care over in taiwan
i will be looking forward to next year
and our trip over to taiwan (:

in fact
im missing u girls already.
we wont cry
but it just feel so empty
and my heart aches.

2008-08-24T21:50:00.007+08:00

i will miss u girls so much.

eeeeekk

why the sudden-ness of having to send both of u off to taiwan in like

4 days??

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

too fast ):

i tot we could have more time before u girls fly off.

sighhh

please take care over at taiwan!!

i will spam u girls with emails

flood u girls on msn

and whatever to get into contact

and update us frequently when u girls are over there okay!

i dont care

HMPFTTTTTTTTTT

i hope 6 mths past quickly

like how we past our 1st sem

and i can see weixia and weeting again!

yay

if not

we are so going to fly to taiwan and find them

double yayness

oh well,

let me talk a lil about our TR02 bbq

it was

FANTASTIC

we managed to bbq in the rain
cool eh?

the lovely TR02 mates

caught candid

cause of jeremy's lil brother

playing squeezed murderer beside da pool

i think it was kingston who took this photo

us when we were leaving

the lovely RETARDS, meiqing, jiehwee and rebecca

too bad we only got closer to them during this sem

because of Andersen

but its never too late!

im glad we did Andersen's project though (:

there's still lots of photos

but i haven get them yet

shall post it up when i got them

meanwhile

i shall go back to my emo mood ):

4 days is just too fast.

2008-08-21T23:21:00.002+08:00

say hello to holidays
and byebye to school days ):
p.s. i think this is going to be a super duper long entry
i have alot of things to say

i am going to miss snacking/eating away during lessons
i am going to miss doodling away during lessons
i am going to miss slacking around in school
i am going to miss days when we are chionging projects
i am going to miss throwing eraser bits at ALVINcheong during trmk lecture
i am going to miss school's food
i am going to miss going to school late
i am going to miss walking around in school
i am going to miss going home from school
i am going to miss sitting in classrooms
i am going to miss all the trm lecturers and tutors
I AM GOING TO MISS SCHOOL
THIS MUCH
):
i cant believe today being the last day of me doing all those
sighh
i still have alot of things to say

to theRETARDS
i cant believe we just spent 2 and half years together
and it totally didnt feel like it at all
seriously
even though i cant remb what exactly happened during this 2 and half years
but i know the memories are HAPPY MEMORIES

year 1

it started off when we were strangers
except the fact that weiqian, wee and edith are in the same orientation group
and then the first time we got into a group during a tutorial
we were still not close at that time
i cant remb wat exactly brought us tgt
i think its around end of year 1 first sem
when we get tgt in the library
for dont know what reason
we started playing pranks on others
by changing all our msn nick to
*wearetheRETARDS*
and that was when
our journey to being theRETARDS started

our first getaway from school
the trm camp over at the sports school
we werent really that close at that time
but it was nice knowing u guys
staying up late to play games
our second getaway from school
the cruise trip
i guess thats when we started as quadruplets
seeing the 4 of us tgt where ever we go
how the 4 of us got so loners
and started playing cards in our cabin
and taking retarded photos
especially of weiqian
how the 4 of us planned
who want to go and shit at wat time
how we rushed through our meals when we have the time to eat slowly
which we always wasted it slacking away in our cabin
how we took photos at the stairs
how we played with the bottle that keep us entertained and highed for so long
how we got closer to each other and the start of our year 2 (:

year 2

the start of projects nightmare
the start of being a total emo freak
the person, C,
made us totally emo-ed
rejecting calls, running away from her
and also refusing to sit beside her during tutorials
the start of a new class of a sem
me crying over being partner of C during national trail
and wee changing over to be my partner

back to same old class in 2nd sem
and that was when all the fun starts
with interesting lecturers
headache-ed projects
and interesting classmates
how we always froze during tlaw lectures
and laughing away during tutorials
many gatherings and outings during the year 2
secretly planning surprises for each other's birthday
lying to the birthday girl that we have sth on
then proceeding to someone's hse to bake cookies
how we laughed at the shit-looking like cookies
how wee had to carry the super big red board around in school
how we hid edith's cookies in her bag and pretending we didnt do that
how we always hang out in swensen's and
deciding where to go and eat after school
seeing which bus comes first
then we shall head to that destination
and how we slacked our way during year 2
and approaching our final year

i still remb
we had our very first and last quarrel ever in year 2
getting so emo-ed about the cca we are in
how we started throwing out all our emotions
and weiqian started doing silly things
that got us so worried
all of us crying infront of our laptops ):
and of course
how we got stronger after that (:

year 3

starting of the year
gathering at wee's hse to bake weiqian's birthday cookies
and pretended that we were angry with her
which made her cry
and started appearing infront of her in orchard road at 10plus pm
and giving her the cookies
my birthday
when they smsed me to open my house door
and i could hear them outside my house when they called
seeing another birthday present over at my work place
dat got me so touched
start of the term
with the new addition of weixia into our group
with the endless amount of projects to do
doing mystery shopping
meeting up with clients
getting lost anywhere we go
staying up late to do projects until 3/4/5plus am
projects versions up to 12
laughing at anything
angry at something
and emo-ed over other things
our mundane and no-life kinda life
chionging projects everyday after school
bullying weiqian
and laughing at how wee refused to help her
laughing at weixia our entertainment of the sem
staying over night at weiqian's hse to chiong projects
baking brownies for wee
enjoying our days in school knowing that its the last sem
reaching school early to mug for exams
and enjoying our last 3 days in school

and wat did we do today?
swensens after exams
and daiso-ing for 2 hrs
searching for items
and to do what we are all thinking of doing

with wee and weixia going over to taiwan for attachment
i am going to miss wee's retarded jokes
i am going to miss weixia being our entertainment

i am going to miss the days

we spent laughing

and the days

we spent together ):

can we turn back the time?

i miss bp days
i miss reina
how i always wait for her after school to go home together
how we always spent our time at mrt stations waiting for the special person in our hearts
how we always spent our time going crazy over volleyball
how we always make fun of each other
how we are always running away after seeing our special person
how we wrote our little gossips in books and passing to each other

and now
reina's busy with her uni life
and she's staying in the hostel ):
and im going to start my attachment
sighh

-emo-
i shall stop here
before i get really emo.

2008-08-18T14:01:00.001+08:00

im so bored from studying
ultimate boredom

2008-08-13T15:30:00.000+08:00

Social Realist
http://www.ipersonic.com/type/SR.html

dats me?
=.=

2008-08-12T21:48:00.002+08:00

nostalgia
for my schooling days
in another 8 days time
my first exam for this sem is going to start
and after spending 3 final days in school
-poof-
there goes my schooling days
and im going into the work society
how fast time goes eh?
i just spent 2 and a half years in NP,
and it certainly didn't feel like it was 2 and a half years that just went past
sighh
im 19
i wish to go back to when im 14/15
i wish to go back to BP
i wish to go back to days when im still wearing school uniform
):

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
emo freak
why do we have to grow up?

2008-08-11T23:04:00.001+08:00

ZzzzZ
i think i drank 2 elephants of water in two days

that's exaggeration

but i really drank alot of water

cough cough

2008-08-07T15:47:00.002+08:00

HEARTS

i love this video, the shugo charas are super uber cuteeee.

i like this song tooooo.

wheeeeeeeeeeee im in love with this anime (:

i hearts shugo chara!

-okay so random, shall go back to do my assignment-
=.=
this shows that im slacking
whOOOOOOps.

2008-08-05T20:51:00.002+08:00

RARR

I hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i HATE you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate YOU

that's all
im -gone-
byebye
i still hate u though

2008-08-04T14:59:00.010+08:00

Nooooooooooooooooooo

17more days

and im gona disappear from NP

oh man

feel so reluctant to graduate

i want to stay in school ):

oh well,

i shall treasure the memories that i have now

and as wee said

"our days are numbered"

im gona keep the photos that we took

and look at them when i miss my friends

PT presentation on fri

finally its over (:

This was what we did after our presentation and lunch

a break from all da stress

PSP-ing & DJ max-ing

satisfied after a hearty lunch (:

hearts theRETARDS, funny weixia and funny meiqing (:

Friends to keep in my heart forever (:

rarrrrrrrr

im bored ):

2008-08-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

phewwww

finally,
PT project is over
hip hip hurray (:

smileys to those who presented
edith, wee and ys
good job!

4mths of hardwork
today marks the end of this journey
so many things happened during this 4mths

i will treasure those memories (:

now,
the things left to do:
- STMO quiz @ mon
- SQTR quiz @ tues
- PT individual assignment @ fri
- EXAMS

1 more month
and its time to go for iap

2008-07-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

tmr is the day

lady luck please be with us (:

2008-07-28T00:35:00.001+08:00

URGH
im getting restless
i have been searching for info on stmo tutorial since 9pm
BUT I CANT FIND MUCH INFO AT ALL
wats with the internet nowadays

2008-07-23T22:39:00.001+08:00

bad karma ):

i fell down today
during napfa test

im very angry at myself ):

2008-07-21T16:33:00.002+08:00

Hatred
im starting to hate seeing your face

i don't know why
there are so many things in my mind now
there are so many things i want to say
but i just don't know where to start

finally, the major pt project report is over,
after 4 mths of hardwork
now its left with the presentation to our dearest client
and its next friday
wish us luck

after that its time for individual pt assignment
im glad though
shall not elaborate

i still can't believe our report is actually 300pages
and we had 2 sets of the report
total 600 pages? (trees killed widely because of us)

its over (:
our fruit of labour was born today at 3am
fantastic :D

i read shiane's tag and i got a shock
went to shu's blog and saw a depressing tag by shiane again
oh myyy
shiane please cheer up
no matter how tough life is
you still have to carry on walking, strongly
smiley for u (:

reinaaaaa's finally back from camp
was so glad to receive her sms and know that she's alright
forget about that bastard
he's not worth it
i'm sure you can find a better guy when u start sch
singaporean guys are much nicer
whOOOOOps
i can lend you my shoulder when you need it (:

okay
its time for me to get back to reality too
shall try to finish up my wisp (or at least half of it)
and study rmtr quiz (or at least half of it)

oh well
bye

2008-07-17T23:18:00.002+08:00

randomness
funny zhe rui suddenly talked to me just now
about onion head icon
lol

oh well

i hate.
alot of things
so much that
i don't know where to start

/:
there's a psp event tmr
and im helping out
seriously

im losing touch on those events
and
u know, i know, we all know

rarr
im sleepy.

REINA HENG
WHERE ARE YOU?
i haven't got your news since monday
omgg
please sms me
even though i know you are in camp now
rarrrr
i wanna talk to you.

2008-07-09T16:50:00.001+08:00

smiley (:
two more assignments down and cancelled away in my to-do list
more to be cancelled
looking forward to that :D

i'm going running later! (:

2008-07-07T11:38:00.003+08:00

Tagged by reina HENG!

Rules of the taggy quiz:
(A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves
(B) Tag8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Thrash it out with him, then let him go?

#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
My parents to live as long as i do.

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
TAIWAN, shopping, eating, and idol-chasing. (free from sch work, that's the main point)

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
sort of.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
someone i like? caring, humourous blah blah blah, oh taller than me

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone (:

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
HMMMM. depends.

#8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
let him go? ah duh.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
damn lots please.

#10. What do you want most in life?
HMMMMM. happiness. awwwww

#11. Is being tagged fun?
uhh. not really.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Old. i will be 29 by then. oh man

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?
my daddy.

#14. What type of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
LAMEEEEEEEEEEE. okay la. she's a very funny and lovely girl. i HEARTS her lots (: my laopo eh

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
married to someone i love, money can always be earned. no fret.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
puppy, or maybe a cute lil pig that doesnt stink.

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
projects a.k.a school work. reina heng hates housework, i would rather do that. can i exchange with you please.

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?
HMMMMM. i don't know eh

#19. What do you define as a bad day?
a day when nothing goes the right way

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
HMM. can i have both? :/

TO BE TAGGED:
anyone? i don't want to write names, cause i know everyone's rather busy nowadays. sorry for breaking the rule though. :D

2008-07-03T21:29:00.003+08:00

list of things to do
this few weeks would be a rather hectic week
here are the list of things i need to complete

tmr 4/7
- PT report draft

mon 7/7
- Solution selling call

wed 9/7
- TRMK presentation

thur 10/7
- CSC complaint letter
- CSC role play at 1214pm
- WISP presentation

mon 14/7
- PT report submission

tue 15/7
- RMTR tutorial presentation

wed 16/7
- roadshow presentation

this is the life of a year 3 polytechnic
see the picture?
don't ever say polytechnic students are slackers
i shall look forward for a really nice break after all these shit load then :/

2008-07-02T15:25:00.002+08:00

busy
hello!
i'm real busy nowadays
don't ask me why
its da same old reason
PROJECTS ):
have been chionging and staying up late almost every night/day
:/

im sick of projects
when can these ever be finished?

okay,
there's 3 assignments to be submitted tmr
one completed
one 3/4 done
one 1/2 done

i shall go chiong
and hopefully
a nice sleep tonight (:

2008-06-26T18:19:00.001+08:00

redundant is the word

sometimes u just make me so speechless
i really don't know what to say

2008-06-26T02:33:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeeee
thanks for ur hardwork
thanks for staying up to complete the taxing and irritating project
i know you are feeling stressed and pissed and hot-tempered
but its hard not to feel dat way right
because i do feel that way
and i understand
but!
let's get through this tgt
and we will be able to see the rainbow
oh crap
hahahah
please do catch some sleep
if not we gonna change *onionRETARDS* to
*pandaRETARDS*
hahaha
helloo panda
i hope "polky" can cheer u up (:
we still need u to freeze the heat around us
so please don't melt the ice
continue freezing it

i still remb u din catch a wink at all
trying to rush out the opera video
hahahahah
i don't think i'm able to do that
but u can do it!

because

you are my superwoman (:
p.s this is your favourite colour yo.

2008-06-26T01:18:00.003+08:00

things are getting worse
even the neutral party is becoming evil
the evil party is becoming hell evil
i guess
the nuclear bomb will explode one day
with the constant bad weather
and heat arising
and when someone steps on it

bomb

there it goes

is anyone looking forward to that day?

2008-06-25T01:15:00.002+08:00

some people just don't care,
don't they?

i think i'm gonna fail tmr's RMTR quiz
\:

2008-06-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

kickboxing (:
i heart it
i feel so un-stressed after kicking away and perspiring
wheeeeeee
today's instructor was sooooooooo much better than last week's one
lucky he's gonna be our instructor for the rest of the sessions
he's funny!
and i like his tempo
not tooo fast
and i like da last part of the abs training
but it was tooo tiring
and reinaaaaa kept laughing away
:/

our legs were so jellied after the one hour session
but the instructor said we could lose 800 calories
in one hours of kickboxing okkkkk

yayyyy
im looking forward to next week's session
a day to de-stress
and a day talking to funny aunties

what could be better than this?
(:

2008-06-20T00:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO (:
the bus driver actually apologized to the passengers onboard
why?
cause he break suddenly causing a shock to everyone
that's nice of him (:

okay,
that's random
i'm taking a break after staring at the laptop for 7hrs
doing projects ):

i know there's lots of info to research
but i can't seem to find any
oh man

digressing
i wonder
is school work such a hard chore to you?
i thought you are always the one who take note of dates and timings way before the actual day
oh well

i'm looking forward to tmr's kickboxing
i wanna kick my stress off
i wanna kick you off too
if only i can do that
meeting reinaaaa tmr again
yay (:

okay!
i should get back to reality
but
i'm hungry :/

2008-06-17T20:56:00.002+08:00

SATS
yeah, just went for the interview this morning
and soon
in the afternoon
HR called and said
"im selected"
(:
and i think i didnt sound excited as i knew im going to be selected
why?
cause mr ong (one of the interviewers)
filled up the requirements for the employees
infront of me =.=
and when i was leaving
i heard mr ong asking eddy (the main interviewer)
"selected or not selected?"
and so i heard
"selected"
woah how great

and u know wat
i actually asked a guy for directions
who made me so pissed
and like im so dumb like dat
"hi, do u know where's the sats passenger office?"
guy: "huh? there's no sats office here"
guy: "u see ah, right side is the NTUC, left side is the baggage area, here is a police station, there's no sats"
i know that, like duh?
of course i dont see any sats office dats why i asked u right?
so duummmbb.
=.=

i didn't know such a person exist in this world
oh man

2008-06-16T12:27:00.001+08:00

happy or unhappy
life still goes on
happy or unhappy
we still have to do and finish it

stop complaining
and just start working

why cant u just think it that way?

2008-06-14T15:28:00.001+08:00

movie to recommend
watch this
its so touching
and i think i cried throughout the whole movie
5/5 stars
(:

you can watch it here

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-36246/Heart-Is-Part-1.html

http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-36230/Heart-Is-Part-2.html

enjoy (:
crying! hahaha.

2008-06-13T22:50:00.003+08:00

kick away!
just came back from kickboxing
its funnnnnnn
but a lil tiring
maybe because this trainer a lil too fast
i hope next week the tempo would be slower
(:
kick away yo
made friends with 2 aunties when we were taking the train home
hahahaha
kickboxing next friday again
yoooohooooo

2008-06-12T22:41:00.002+08:00

to my dearest mummy

i just want to say thank you
thanks for telling me not to bottle up my feelings
thanks for asking me to say out how i feel
thanks for telling me that it hurts you to see me being so down
thanks for telling me that you care

this brings a lil comfort to me
because i don't know why am i feeling so down nowadays

maybe its because of the projects' stress
maybe its because of no reply from the company and the tutor
maybe its because im sick of having to work hard for you-know-who

life is just unfair

honestly
i miss the old me too

2008-06-10T22:50:00.003+08:00

lameeee

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

aniw i din realised abt de fri de 13 thing until juz nw

i was writting it in my diary

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

lol i realised it long ago

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

Hahah

eeyer den nvm tell mi

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

i think we will get kicked on dat day

LOL i tot u knew

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

hahaha...

erm i tink i will kick u =p

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

Tskk

i will kick u

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

i will siam, siam, siam siam siam

ahaha

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

lol u can siam den say hahaha

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

i can...

hhahaha'

let's c =)

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

Tskkk

lol

kick ur ass

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

how can u?

u r kicking urself

we r de RejectS

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

wat kicking myself =.=

SO LAME

reina so lame

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

so if u r kick my my ASS den isn't it u

hahahahaa

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

LAMEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

Hahahah

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

who did u learn this from

lameeee

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

U!!!

hahah

*onionRETARDS* __CandyPower| . ahSIEW

noooooo where got

im not that lame

--Reina-- lost in value.. 因为在乎，所以害怕失去我已经不再害怕了

u r lor..

u not very lame onli super cold nia

hahah

reina heng

when did u ever become so lameeeeee

tsskkk

what happened to u???

omgggg

anddd

im so gona kick ur ass on friday

2008-06-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

weekends (:
friday 6/6
went for interview early in the morning
and the interview
or rather discussion
as said by the person
lasted 2 hours
and luckily it stopped when waiwah said she got another appointment
but in fact
she just needed the toilet URGENTLY
hahaha
took bus home and went online to discuss project
we will get inform on tuesday whether we are selected
nervous ):

saturday 7/6
the loveliest day of 2008 so far
daddy fetched us to sim lim square
to buy
.
.
.
.
PSP (:
i bought the purple one
and brother bought the blue one
brother used his card to pay for my share
and he said not in a hurry to transfer the money over to him (:
but he said
he won't forget i owed him money =.=

sunday (today) 8/6
big bro fetched us back to sim lim square again
cause brother's psp is not working properly
got to travel in his car (:
i loveee his car
its so cozy
but he drove a lil too fast
that it was quite scary during turns
i would fly towards my mum
after solving the psp problem
we went to eat some snacks at the food court
and big bro disappeared for awhile
claiming that he's going to smoke
(i hate his habit of smoking, how i hope da sao would make him quit smoking)
and when he came back
he brought back
a psp pouch, screen protector and a plug (i don't know what's that called)
he bought all those for me!
my god
so toucheddd
went home after that (:

joke of the day
siew and wl (her bro) played car racing game together
siew: eh, where are u? (referring to the car in the game)
wl : i'm behind u
siew: where? i can't see u
wl: of course u can't see me, i'm behind u =.=

zzzzzzzzzz
i hope i receive good news on tuesday ):

2008-06-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

another interview at abacus tmr
at 930am
pretty early

this holiday is lousy
chionging projects everday
what a life

i don't get to plan my holidays
but im glad i didnt do that
oh well

at least i have something to look forward to every week
kickboxing session with reina every friday (:

2008-06-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

funny (:

2008-06-03T21:54:00.002+08:00

this shows how bored i am

2nd post of the day
(:
went out to cwp with mummy in the afternn
and bought a pair of court shoes
ready for the interviews
woooo
oh well
and guess what
I WENT RUNNING IN THE EVENING
so proud of myself (:
hahahahahaha
BUT
when my dad came home
he bought cones of icecream
and
i ate one cone ):

never mind
im gonna make full use of tmr again (:
i shall:

- pack my stuff
- sort out my sch work
- do some projects and stuff
tmr is a work day!
even though its holidays
but there are tons of stuff to do =.=

1) csc service philosophy assignment
2) csc mystery shopper assignment
3) csc e-learning (i don't know what is it about)
4) trmk project
5) wisp sudan assignment
6) ibs solution selling call
7) pt project
8) study stmo abacus test
9) powerpoint presentation for rmtr communication mix

woah
dats alot
=.=
its okay
we can do it mehhh (:

2008-06-03T14:27:00.002+08:00

term break

woooohooooo
(:
yes, 3 weeks of term break
gotta make sure i fully make use of this break to enrich myself
since im not working anymore
gotta find other things to do right?
other than chiong-ing projects
have to be prepared for interviews too
yes, interviews again ):
then
im going to sign up for a kickboxing session with reinaaa
yes,
lets kick our fats away (:
hahaha
kaki to fight fats
yeah, now
im filling up the super long form to register
lol

once again
its holidays (:

2008-05-31T21:48:00.001+08:00

last day
at work
byebye zc ):

mummy said i can buy a psp
tgt with my bro (:
yayyy

common test on monday
-off to study-

2008-05-30T13:34:00.003+08:00

things just aren't right this week
it sucks
having to undergo extreme mood change
being happy yet sad on the same day

fcking damned IS letter
please don't use the same template for all letters
its irritating shit
when parents questioned why u didn't attend lessonS RECENTLY
when u merely skipped ONE lesson
and with VALID reason
it's not as if we skipped without telling the tutor
it's da damned tutor who just refused to give his email to us
fck-ed up
how many times do i have to explain
before u both can understand that i DIDN'T skip lessonS on PURPOSE
why do u have to tell me that u are disappointed cause i skipped lessonS
when i explained to u so many times that i DIDN'T
CAN'T U READ THE BACK OF THE LETTER
damned whoever typed the letter for ur GREAT template
and for goodness sake
its just a IS module
WHICH THE TUTOR JUST CRAPPED HIS SHITLOAD OF NONSENSE EVERY LESSON
its such a waste of time
i rather spend my time sleeping and doing meaningful stuff
than listening to shit crap for 2 hours every thur

thanks alot for the letter
u made me thought of running away from home

nothing's right
background is not of advantage to u
blame the school please

damned
seriously i don't know what does your brain contain
maybe it contains shit stuff like black clouds and fcking idiotic nonsense
which i just can't comprehend
maybe u are blind
or u did it on purpose
if u are not interested,
please leave automatically
don't waste a space there
because u are quite useless and of no help at all
aren't u tired at all?
i'm sorry
but i'm VERY tired of this

this is getting nowhere

asshole

i need a listening ear, can someone pls allow me to vent out all my frustration?

2008-05-30T02:13:00.002+08:00

sometimes,
it's really hard to make everyone happy
because its impossible

we should all go for counselling, yo?

2008-05-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

im in s super emo mood now
i don't have the mood to do other things
sighh.

2008-05-28T20:36:00.003+08:00

woo la la

i ate a piece of papaya and drank a cup of water before dinner
and i only ate half a bowl of rice for dinner

hahahhaha

a good way of dieting har
i should try that often
(:

im struggling whether i should study or shop tmr
studying or shopping?
HMMMM

oh my.

sometimes its nice to have a brother who has the same interests as i do
we might be getting a psp together
yes,
a psp for each of us
heh.

2008-05-23T22:46:00.003+08:00

pheww

ibs data-gat is over
another rock off da chest
phewwww

somemore to come though
i hope fullerton calls me next week
and say
"yes"
pleassssssssssssse

had a lil chat with mummy just now

and i felt so much better

2008-05-21T23:07:00.003+08:00

im so tired i can die

we are born to walk
dats so true
walking so much for 2 days
my legs are going to break soon
ytd
we lost our way while trying to find da HQ
and i tink we walked a few km
today
was a suuuper long day
in da morning
went to ten miles to get da aluminium tray
den me and wq walked all da way to da stop near bp lrt
and took da bus to rail mall
after collecting da cookies
we cabbed to sch
had our roadshow
WOOT
OUR COOKIES ARE POPULAR
HAHAHAHHAHAAHAH
XD
anw
den at ard 230pm
wq realised she din bring her passport size photo
so we bid goodbye to da rest
and left them taking care of the booth
and cabbed to wq 's hse
bathed to refresh ourselves before going for interview
AND YWCA CALLED WHILE I WAS BATHING
and wq's suntec called while she was pee-ing
pengz
after dat
took 700 to fullerton dere
and had to walk all da way to fullerton hotel
and i tink
we went one round of da circumference of the hotel
before we finally found da staff room
waited for 1hr before i had my interview
and da interview only lasted 15mins =.=
therefire my conclusion
interviews are not scary
its da waiting time dat makes it so scary
after interview
we waited for edith
who lost her way around da area and also in fullerton hotel
I COULD HEAR HER FLUTTERING FOOTSTEPS THROUGH DA PHONE CALL
it was so funny :D
funny edith
we den walked to raffles mrt dere
and edith went home!
me and wq felt so "dumped"
):
we then found our way to marina square
and finally got da chance to settle our 1st staple meal of the day at cavana
took 700 at esplanade dere
i was soooooooo tired
den when my mum asked me things just now
i talked like a robot
and she tot my interview was bad

and oh my
i got another job interview tmr at ywca
goodluck siew
(:

shall go off and wonder things for my ibs data-gat
-disappeared-

2008-05-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'M GOING FOR INTERVIEW AT FULLERTON TMR FOR MY ATTACHMENT.
OMGGGGG

2008-05-19T20:54:00.001+08:00

my parents actually went dating
at jurong point
when im not at home
tsk tsk
why didn't they ask me along
i wana go jp!

2008-05-18T22:03:00.001+08:00

i feel like a pig today
i should stop eating
):

this sem is a tough one
not focus enough
sighh.