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I want to be free
i wonder sometimes.would it be better for me to leave this world?leave this world full of problems, matters.and many other things that troubles you.wouldn't it be nice if i can be free?free of things that troubles you n hurts you.i would lyk to stop all these.i just want to let go of all my troubles.i want to be free...
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PSP
the psp peeps din sms me!!does it mean im not in for psp.aix.dos it mean i would have to find a new cca.???NONONO.i reali hope dey wud sms me soon.please...
hmm.todae was okay.just tutorials.n i don understand bsta probability at all.weird.i was sitting among dose quite li hai ones n dey were lyk asking the tutor questions while im just siting dere *blanking out*.i was so hungry.i could not concentrate a all.im falling asleep too.haa.but at least i understand the bayes theorem.haa.
hmm.huiying came our sku todae!!haa.just to take photos of our library for her project.haa.long time din c her she is still so guailan.she was wearing tuo xia todae.n the way she walk was so noisy.so we ask her y she walk so noisily.n the ans she gave was... "since itx tuo xia, so we sud tuo da xia". datx guailanes in progress!!!!haa.
n i saw hanyang todae too.he told me not to vomit whn i c him.itx lyk i hardly c him in campus.so i sudnt vomit whn i c him..hmm.n he actually sae he's going to study!WOW.miracle sia.haa.
hmm.nw im doing the speech for tmr ocom's presentation.well,i dono hw to write my speech.my english is bad.n i tink my presentation is going to hai my grp.urgg....
anw.da uncle called todae n sae my specs is ready for collection!haa.so fast.i made it on mon and itx done aready!so fast.n i lyk my specs.yay.n ican collect it tmr lo...yay.so excited.haa.
fi;s sw gona be s h i t.haix.i fgt da steps to da whole cha cha le.die die.nida perfrom for he new dance instructor de leh..die die.hmm.i mux ask doreen for help!
haa.gota go finish up my speech le...hmm. one dae i shall ask reina to come my sku too!!haa.i wan go sp too!!yay.
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cha cha
haa.todae's sw was fun.we learnt the whole of cha cha!qoo.it's quite fun to dance cha cha.epsecially whn u noe da steps well.u can realli enjoy da whole dance.haa.but not whn da music is so fast!u practically get ur legs all tangle up!haa.
todae's cats was fun too.we r supposed to tink bout different types of tables we wana design.haa.though da discussion is boring.but my class is fun!mr willie is fun too.haa.next week for cats we r going ikea!at queenstown.haa.n anchorpoint is nearby..i shall go n visit tin mar!!!haa.my dearest boss.haa.long time never c her.i miss her lots.haa.
aft 4pm i nida go back su again.for psp interview.have da urge not to go.haa.but i carn.cox datx da cca i wana join.I MUX GO!!.i nida pass yeeshan shampoo n shower cream too.haa.da sotong gurl.
i had a chat with master bay ytd.haa.realise he's quite a crappy n farni guy.whee.i lyk talking to crappy people.haa.shall chat with him more.n he gave me an idea of hw to design a functional table.haa.i can use it for cats.[though its his idea laa]but he is willing to share his ideas with me.haa.hm.n he help me with my cats grp work too.[though in da end we don nid to present]thanks alot MASTER BAY!haa.gud luck for ur tri elite.mux swim 30laps!don swim 2 laps den die le.haa.be a man.train up for ur ns.haa.
hm.gtg go off le.wana slack first b4 miting weiqian n go sku.ahh.feel lyk sleeping.hope da interview wud be fast den i come hm earlier..dere wud surely be jam at da causeway de.haix.i wan to be hm earli.i wan to watch tv.hm.i saw edwin ytd.haa.so sori din sae hi to him.im kind of busy.haa.i saw yeeshian too!!!haa.i lyk seeing my frens.jux feel so happy whn i c dem.haa.
i love bp spirit!i love it whn bpians r so united!carry on bpians!whee!!
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Losers?
i just carn stand ppl hu sae others r losers.dey demselves r da losers.fancy kettle calling the pot black.if my fren is a loser.den dat idiotic gurl must be super duper idiotic loser.please respect ppl for hu dey r.u don have da rights to criticise other ppl.if u don lyk her blog den don visit her blog.no one force u to visit her blog right.wat u don lyk about a person.just honestly tell dat person.don ask a person to go eat s h i t n go n die.its so rude.don u eva wonder how u wud hurt dat person by saying all dese?imagine if somone ask u to go n die too.how wud u feel.idiot.tink carefully before u dcides to tag.if u don.i guess u r just brainless.PLEASE.
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LUCIFY
haa.heard from yeeshian dat lucify is out..haiyo.dat xia i feng still haven out yet..idiot..hope dat lucify wud be able to get through the revival round..jiayou!!!
hmm.todae is a BAD dae for me.firstly, i lost my anklet..ahh.n den during miec class.it was bad too.i din do tutorial qnt 2 bcox i dono hw to do.hm.n whn da tutor reached qnt 2.she wanted somone to draw da demand/supply curve.well,during dat moment, i was hoping dat she wun call me.n guess wat.she called me to do dat graph.my heart wrenched.haa.cox i reali dono wat to do.hm.so i went up tp da board n draw up a graph which i tot i was correct.bt da graph i drawn was wrong.aiyerrrr...hm.but at least da others in da class[i tink] drew da same graph as mine??haa.well.itx ok.people do make mistakes.haa.
aft sku,went to bpp.finally i returned the bks i borrowed from da library.it was so heavy in my bag.n i was holding on to 2 HUGE [okay,not dat huge] n HEAVY textbks.i tink im going to break either my arms or my shoulders during my 3 yrs in np.datx bad isn't it.i don wan to be armless..[crap]haa.
well,we ate lunch.hm.n da most impt ting!me n wq saw dat the delifrance in bpp wan to hire partimers as servers..haa.n we suddenly had da urge to go for interview..haa.but we don dare laa.cox da manager is an indian??n he's tall.scary..so.we decided to try our chance again,mabe tmr.to c if we reali have da fate to be a partimer in delifrance.haa.hope so.i nid money.....
n while we were leaving bpp.i actually saw zavier..!!!!!sian..n y it was so bad?cox im da oni one hu saw him[wq din c him],n he smiled at me too.so i just flashed a fake smile..is it bad for me or im too bad to him?well,aft all we wre friends too ryt.hmm.i don care.haa.
nw im home.haa.oh ya.da psp people finally contact us!!dere's an interview on fri at 4pm onwards..well n da bad ting is.im released at 12pm on fri..sian diao!!its okay.i can go home den come out again.haa.can oso mit shu n qian go for interview 2gether.n we must be super enthu so dat we can get in!!yay!i shall be.haa.hopefully i can.
hm..suddenly i miss l.o.g so much ..n i wana crap n shop with reina again..i miss reina too.haiyo..okay i shall stop here..buai........hapi studying to me!!yay..
hapi burfdae edwin!
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Yee Shan blogs at Siew Fong's blog!
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PSP
Oooo.todae went for psp AGM.psp is soooo strict.if u never reply deir sms/email within 3 days.you r sacked..oh man.im dos hu don check emails often!!ahh.i shall chck emails very very oten.psp is so qoo.hough we canot get da autograph or take photo with da artiste.but at least we r able to protect da artiste!haa.so fun.
dere is an alumni guy hu kips on saying dat we psp members sud be bitches....though he way he talk is quite farni his humour is oso quite okay...budden.if u kip on hearing somone hu is giving a speech but kip on saying da "bitch" word n when he test da mike instead of saying "testing" he said "hi,bitch".u get irritated.im one hu got irritated n while he was up dere speaking, i just stared at him.i don care whether he is da alumni anort.haa!!!
gota noe two new gurls in psp todae!samantha and carmilia.budden hor.samantha is quite a talkative gurl..cox b4 da mitting starts.she was talking away bout her sotong fren and her brother.i was sort of getting boring and i dono how to ying chou her laa.so i jus ahaha to ying chou her.haa.hm.i nida go set up a new yahoo mail le.
buai!
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i din noe frens r supposed to keep secrets frm one another.i din noe frens can criticise u n ostracise u as dey lyk.im not a person to allow frens to criticise u, to ostracise u.i nid my own freedom.i wan to be a happy person with frens i can enjoy being with.i dowan to be a person with frens hu keep secrets from u as if u r not deir fren.
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todae is a short dae!!!haa.we oni had bsta n miec tutorials..but im starting to get mixed up between bsta n miec..both r so mathematical.hmm..bsta still ok..but MIEC..ohhh..itx jux lyk amaths..itx pretty interesting but i carn understand it..hmm.i wud get mixed up between
Demand and
Supply.hm..i shall irritate my bro with miec problems if i don understand.he promised me he wud help me..[haa,at da expense of a pencil case].hm.but my bro said if i don understand can ask me..WAT A GOOD BRO!!!haa.
todae itx a surprise for me.hm.at least my classmates noe hu m i???haa.i chatted wih huiting ytd.n i realise dat she dosen recognise my face..n so we tried to tok to each other todae.haa.i wan my classmates to at least noe my face okay..at least noe dat im from trm02..haa.never mind.dere r 3 more years to go..hmm..at least im able to tok to edith n wee ting[through weiqian]..n i realise dey r very farni too!haa.i lyk farni frens.dey jus brighten up my daes.haa.
we were released at 12.15pm todae.a pretty surprise.haa..hmm.n wiqian n i went to bukit timah hawker cenre to eat.we drank sugarcane too.but it wasn't dat nice as in da past.hm.mabe bcox da auntie wasn't dere?n i ate sheng mian.it was so much..i carn finish it.hm.i wan to eat da fish head curry!!hm,we must go dere n eat somedae!!MUST!!n aft dat..whee.we wen hm.it was so lucky for me.178 was just bhind 184.haa.n i reached hm at ard 1.45pm.GREAT!.haaa.
tmr is going to be a long long dae.wud be in campus until 7pm.hm.its ok..haa.ytd.a taiwanese guy ask me for directions or rather buses going to bukit panjang.hmn he actuali told me dat im very kind???haa.he oso said dat singaporeans r very kind..hmm.wonder wonder.n he even wans to help me find a part time job??haa.[dat guy is working in a part time jobs agency]..though i wanted a part time job.but it feels weird to be chatting with him about part time jobs whn i saw 178 coming har..haa.so i rejected him saying im not interested.haa.but i tink he's a kind guy too.AND!!he's from TAIWAN!!haa.a country dat i reali lyk..haa.
hm.anw.i want to thank reina for pei-ing me on mon!THANKS ALOT!
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i accidentalli scratched my nose on wed nyt.n nw dere is a scar on my nose.n it hurts.i hope it heals soon.'_'
ytd aft sku.weiqian's mummy treat me n shuxian to fish head curry!!THANK YOU SO MUCH WEIQIAN"S MUMMY!hm.da fish head curry was quite nice but spicy.da sotong was nice too.haa.
todae i had my sports n wellness----->DANCESPORT!haa.guess wat we did todae??CHA CHA.i mux sae i pei fu dose aunties uncles hu dance cha cha.da tempo is so fast n we omost had our legs tangle up.especially me n my partner...haa.but it was fun.while others were ourside running n playing sports.we were inside an AIRCON room dancing cha cha.haa.n i din perspire at all.haa.i can still dance well if da instructor played da music with tempo beat.but he played another music without tempo beat but with people singing.im completely LOST.i dono whn to come in n im supposed to lead my partner to dance.n we both were lyk looking at others hw dey come in on da beat.haa.well,at least MOST of the people in my sw class were lyk me n my partner.haa.well,i hope i can master it aft a few more lessons.urggg....
aft sw is cats.haa.n i got my prize frm mr willie.haa.i guessed correctly.well...da prize is a packet of chocolate.dose mini timeout in a packet?haa.its ok though.cox i lyk dat chocolate.haa.dat tcher tinks dat im skinny n wans me to eat chocolate.i dowan to be fat either.haa.todae mr willie was so farni!he said tings which made da class laughing lyk hell.haa.i lyk dat tcher though.he's not so boring.n da way he speaks,his actions all r so amusing.haa.i mux sae i reali enjoyed cats lessons.haha.n my classmates are all so talkative lyk me.im glad my classmates are lyk dat.haa.if not i wud be bored to death.haa.
aft sku.i met up with keat win to have lunch.but da canteen is packed with people.so we walked ard in canteen one den went to canteen two n back to canteen1again.in da end.we dcided to eat tako yaki.da tako yaki was much nicer den wat i had on thurs.haa.n den vincent came n sold me da bks.n den...we go hm.!haa.met jia wei at da bustop.he tapped on my shoulder n gave me a shock.he even tried to trick me in taking 961.hmpf!im not so stupid ok.haa.
nw im hm!!!haa.i ate da fried rice my mummi cooked.NICE!!haa.i love my mummy's fried rice.haa.nex mon im mitting reina to go back to bp n get our cert.haa.long time never go back bp le.kind of miss bp...n i saw dennis cheng todae in da morning!haa.he's in engineering i tink.haa.he wanted tourism but he cudn't enter..ohh...too bad.haa.n of cox. I MISS REINA TOO!!!aiyo.long time never c u le...
okay...im tired now.i wan to go have a nap before waking up to watch tv.haa.buai.............
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whee..todae is a short dae from me.n im actuali slacking at hm nw whn da othes r still attending lessons in sku.hm.todae we hab bsta n miec tutorials..bsta still okay.i can understand.bt da tcher doesn seem to lyk my name.bcox todae she had called omost evrone in da class to ans da tutorials qnts except me n weiqian.but miec is worse..i don reali understand n i nid da textbk.hope dat shirle's senoir has da book n wud sell it to me, CHEAP.i don mind using a second hand book.haa.n during miec tutorials.da tcher din call me to ans qnts as well.m i supposed to be feeling happy n lucky bout dat??
aft da tutorials,yay.n we r off.can go hm le.but pei weiqian to stay back a while to get her bk from da BOOKBUZZ.wonder whether dat is a cca.hm.shun bian eat lunch oso.i don lyk canteen one.its owaes pack with ppl n its hard to find a time wher we can sit down n taste da food of the canteen.so far i have oni eaten twice at canteen one.so sad har..one dae i shall buy da tako yaki n eat!ahh.haa.
aft dat.den go hm lo..yay!haa.each hm at ard 2 plus.n i have been slacking.reading da U weekly magazine.n dere is actuali a page which posts qnts bout da celebrities n giving da readers da chance to guess.hm.n dere is actuali da picture of LIYANG dere.haa.well,dere r pictures of 5566,183 club n Kone laa.asking readers to guess which 3 celebrities had form da "san tu ju le bu" in jstar.well,i noe da ans..its sun xie zhi,wang shao wei n of cox liyang lo.but dere is nth wrong with guys balding ryt.most of the guys bald too ryt.its jux a matter of time.i don mind guys balding at ard 25 n above as long as dey r good looking can le.hm.but honestly,liyang dosen look lyk he is balding at all,his hair is still so nice!!ahh.i told reina bout dis.bout liyang's picture appearing on dat page.n it seems lyk it isn't sth to be happy bout whn u c da guy appearing on a page toking bout him balding.hm???anw.jstar mag not out yet har?!!?i have been waiting for it for so long.ahh.
NEVER MIND!
tmr wud be a long dae for me.ahh.wud be in sku from 9am-5pm.but im bringing my laptop!since dere is a 2hr break n i nid da 70pgs of budget speech during my ocom tutorial.70 pages!!!imagine...n weiqian is going to treat me to sugarcane too!!wahaa.
im so excited bout fri too.haa.dere is sports n wellness n im going to do my dancesport.wonder whether we r reali doing cha cha or salsa??ohh...n cats.haa.i wud be gtting my prize too!haa.wonder wat is da prize.mabe chocolates or wateva.
todae i saw wang li hong too..[not da real one laa]haa.
BYE!
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Haa.now im actually in school using da sku's wireless network to blog!!!haa.finaaly we can use da wireless net in np..something to celebrate..haa.n my blog is finally set up !thanks alot to shan hu gave me dis blogskin.somehw i jux carn setup my blog in da past due to sth wrong with da blogskin dat i downloaded from a web..[i shall not mention which web to protect da owner of da web???]haa.never miind..todae is finally da starting of sku which we have both tutorials n lectures..though its tiring to sit n listen to da lecturers.but i still prefer sitting down dan standing up n face some unreasonable n intolerable customers.haa.
i shall talk bout a gurl hu is studying in np oso n oso in sku of BA.talk bout how much i hate her.
hm.on da firx dae of sku,she came to lecture[same lecture as me] wearing white blouse n black bra.hm.n todae i saw her again..she was wearing a damn mini skirt which was actually going to show off her butt sooner or later..n da worse ting of all,she's actually sitting in da same canteen as me n weiqian ryt nw,a few tables bside us,using laptop lyk us too...i jjux wonder wat da hell she come to sku for wearing lyk dat..lucky dat she's not from TRM..hm.
anw.todae is REINA BURFDAE!!!!HAPI BURFDAE TO YOU REINA!!hope u enjoy ur dae todae.don be so stress in jc..mux buck up n get good results for ur A levels.haa.n enter a good U.haa..if u eva feel lyk pouring ur thoughts or fa xie qing xu..i welcome u to do dat to me okay..haa.i don mind.since i have been ur rubbishbin for omost 4 yrs now?so i don mind being ur rubbish bin for another 4 yrs!!.hm.mux take care of urself hor.we wud mit up one dae again!!!yay.hapi burfdae again.=))
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