Siew

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__12:19 PM__]]

i'm gona stop emoing
and start focusing on my pile of sch load

it's time to start a new chapter.

Monday, April 28, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:39 PM__]]

i like the way u look at me
it makes me smile

有一种距离感

Friday, April 25, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:45 PM__]]

how i wish
i can take out someone's brain
and analyze wat that person is thinking about
how i wish
i can understand someone
who acts differently infront of someone,
and act differently again of others
how i wish
i can just escape from everything

i just cried when my mum was asking me things
i guess i couldnt take it anymore
again

Thursday, April 24, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__12:27 PM__]]

sometimes i just hate my parents for not being able to understand the stress im going through
sometimes i just hate my parents for not being able to understand the meaning behind my tears
sometimes i just hate my parents for neglecting my feelings
sometimes i just hate my brother for thinking that his game is more important than my sch stuffs
sometimes i just hate my brother for using my laptop and i have no choice but to use the damn laggy laptop
sometimes i just hate having to complete my sch stuffs in complete darkness when i desperate need the bright lights to look at my work
sometimes,
i just wished that my parents and brother would understand me more
understand the stress im facing
understand that i have tons of work to finish
understand that i need comfort from them
understand that i need them to understand me
if only
im tired of dealing with idiotic stuffs like these
im tired of dealing with a leopard who just refused to change its spot
im tired of dealing with damned stuffs
i just hope human beings are more understanding
that's all

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__1:49 PM__]]

suayness and busyness

today was da suayest moment on my way to sch
i had da mood to reach sch early
so i decided to take da shuttle bus
and decide whether it would be okay for me to take it for the other days
when i left my house
i had to run and chase the bus to da interchange
den when i reached da interchange
i got a shock of my life
i saw da queue for da shuttle bus was
DAMN LONG
i guess dere's like more than 100plus ppl?
and dere's no bus coming
i was hesitating whether to queue along
or to take mrt
or to take bus (my usual route)
and so
178 came, and i went to take it
and when i tot everything would be okay
and i wont be dat late for sch
dere was a jam at kranji area
which it normally doesnt jam =.=
and so
i got off the bus
and took mrt instead
i could not squeeze in the mrt at je
and had to wait for another mrt
luckily, lady luck of mine seemed to be awake finally
i managed to catch da bus to sch at clementi
and i did not have to wait long
BUT STILL.
i was late for lecture
zzzzzz
I SHALL BE EARLY FOR LESSON TMR
LADY LUCK PLS WAKE UP EARLY.

i need to list the things that i have to finished by may
- IBS sales scenario by 7th may
- PT project proposal by 7th may
- Data-gathering call by 12th may
- Namecards by 12th may
- PT report and presentation 1 by 14th may
- RMTR promotional plan by 16th may
- windows display by 19th may
- RMTR roadshow on 21st and 22nd may
and after all these shit load, common tests and term break are coming up
there are still other more things to do
just that we are not told of yet
ohgawd
i tink im starting to feel the stress
):

Monday, April 21, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__1:01 PM__]]

marathon

yeah
both walking and laughing marathon
with edith da froggy today
she and mr eyecandy claimed that my frog dont look like frog
which i seriously think it really looked like a frog
oh well
both me and edith had a hard time finding da mysterious tanglin mall
which everyone heard of
but dono where ixit located
=.=
but
we found it eventually
hip hip hurray
and my legs are super tired :/

Friday, April 18, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__7:55 AM__]]

lethargic feeling

sch's making me tired
everytime i reach home
my eyes just feel so droopy
i dont feel like doing anything else
and i conked out everynight at 11plus pm
=.=
i conked out only at 3plus am during da holidays
see da difference?
im feeling sleepy now
sighh
and i have work tmr and sat
=.=
zzzzzzzz

Monday, April 14, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:44 PM__]]

dread

im not looking forward to sch tmr
not looking forward at all
for the whole sem

suddenly,
i missed zhicheng ):

Friday, April 11, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:10 PM__]]

work crisis?

oh gawd
dat is happening to me and me and ME
and of course edith
okay
work crisis doesnt seem to match our situation
oh well
let me explain
AT FIRST, dere's 8 staffs working at ZPS
namely,
K boss, S girl, YX boy, E girl, SF girl, RJ boy, LM girl and MY girl
now here's da situation
S girl is hardly working cox she's busy with her sch stuffs
YX boy is leaving next mth (may).
MY girl currently left after working 4 pathetic days =.=
LM girl will be quitting at end of april.
so lets do some counting
in may
ONLY E girl, SF girl and RJ boy are left working
MY GAWD
and da 3 of them
are still schooling and having attachment
how are we going to survive
and gawd
we were still thinking of quitting soon
and now we are stuck
becox we are too slow
zzz
best of luck to us and to K boss
):
bless us

Thursday, April 10, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__7:47 AM__]]

finally :D

sense of victory.
MUAHAHA ((:

cute har?
lol

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__4:44 AM__]]

i changed my blog skin
hahaha

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__1:49 PM__]]

seriously
im getting sick of this
ppl keep telling me
we should do something bout it
but wat can i do
it's not only my problem in the first place
it's everyone's problem
if da rest dont put in effort to make it going
how can i make it going with only MY own effort
my gawd
sick of it damn sick

Monday, April 07, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:35 PM__]]

slack

today's work was damn slack
no payments
and
only 2 enquiries
slacked with edith
who accompanied me even though she's off from work
lol
until im off from work
thanks ((:
had macs
and a slack time reading through teens tgt
and laughing at da contents
and also
laughing at da pics and words we drew on da board
HAHAHA
when 2 frens worked tgt
da place is havoc
i guess dats why
keri always nv put us to work tgt
TSK
oh wells
kick yu xiang off and i can work with edith
LOL
and ooooh
i will be seeing yu xiang this coming sat
for da ever first time since i started working
and noooooooooooooo
sch's starting soon
it sucks
ROAR
chris! u are missed!!!
haven't been seeing u online for a looonnng time
when is uncle coming back?
):

and yes edith
eye candy is cute XD

Saturday, April 05, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:10 PM__]]

i laughed
HEARTATTACK
HEARTATTACK
HEARTATTACK
HEARTATTACK
XD

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

♥Siew came & went off @[[__3:14 PM__]]

wats da meaning behind it?
when u smiled,
upon reading a sms from da opposite gender?