♥Siew came & went off @[[__7:39 AM__]]
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im feeling sad.i don feel happy lyk wat i used to be recently.i have da urge to cry when im alone.at nyt.i feel so stress. i have been going through so much lately dat i feel dat im not myself anemore. my life is so complicated. i wan a simple life. i have been sleeping late and i feel sick n tired. i don feel lyk going sku. i just wan to stay at home.on my bed. n my life is painted with false hopes. all im receving now are all false hopes. i dono wat is true to mie. i carn seem to c wat is really going on. i feel lyk im living in a totally imaginary world set up by others. sometimes i feel im so blissed but soon after dat i feel rejected. i carn find my own true feelings. i lyk it when you treat mie well, i lyk it when you cared for mie. but i don lyk it when all dis seem so false to mie. i really don. i need a true feeling dat is given by you. i feel so lost. i really do. i carn stop thinking, i have been wondering wats wrong lately. but i carn figure it out. i want to tell people how i feel. but i dono how to say it out. i need someone to cheer mie up. i hope its u. n i cried last nyt. i dono y..
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