Siew

Thursday, November 30, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__1:42 PM__]]

i miss reina

reina sud be in hongkong now ba.

happily enjoying herself=)

i hope she's enjoying herself.

yes, i do miss her.

dere's no one i can sms and chat with.

dere's no one i can talk to.

dere's no one i can turn to.

da only person whom i can tell her all my problems wud be away for 6 days.=(

i wud nid to keep all my problems to myself for da next 6 days.

i hope she wud be back soon.

i need a listening ear.

`` i nid to stop being like this.! my exams are coming. cheer up!

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__1:10 PM__]]

when will i stop crying?

yes, i rejected da al-dente job.

all because of my mum.

she made mie feel so depressed ytd dat i carn stop crying.

im afraid i might get depression because of her.

or rather because of my weak character.

i feel im so uselss.

whenever i carn find da ans to my solutions

or coming to any decisions.

i cry.

resort to crying is all i wud do.

my eyes are swollen nowadays.

i carn stop crying.

whenever im alone, i feel lyk crying.

im really afraid i might get depression.

no! siewfong! eu must buck up and face all eur troubles!

i wun let eu fall.

i wun let myself fall!

reina is going away.

i have nobody to turn to if i ever have any problems for da next six days.

reina...

i miss xiaoqiang too.=(

Monday, November 27, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__11:47 AM__]]

finally, i quit...

i have been pondering whether is i sud quit cb.

and guess wat.

today is my last day of work dere.

aights.

im afraid i might regret.

i carn stop myself from feeling so sad dat im leaving cb.

i feel so worse.

AHHH!!

stop it!

im going to get a better pay job.

and a shorter working hours too.

Be Happy siew=)

but sometimes i just don't understand why my mum dosen't lyk to give mie any support in whatever things i do. she nagged at mie so much when i told her im quitting cb.its not dat i don't lyk working dere. but i carn stand da f*** up management of cb.and dis really make my days very bad while im working at cb.my mum makes mie feel so depressed now.i don't understand why carn she just understand what im going through. i want to be independent, i don't want to keep on relying on my parents to fetch mie home after work or even send mie to work. i want to be independent!my parents wun be dere for mie forever. i nid to learn how to take care of myself. i wun noe when my parents wud leave mie oneday. i don't want to be a spoilt child./ i want to be a child whom i can make my parents proud. i want dem to noe i can take care of myself!please. just understand my feelings.

``may i love eu? wud eu love mie too.?

Monday, November 20, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:08 PM__]]

new new NEW

i got a new hairstyle[ or hair cut]

i got a new bag

i got a new mp3

i got a new handphone

i got new contact lenses.

and guesss wat...

im going to get a new laptop!

yes!

my dad already went to courts and bought da laptop.

think i will get it somegay next week.

whee~~

its smaller den my current laptop and lighter too.

yes im happy bout dis.

and dis new laptop comes with a free 3 in 1 printer.

a new handphone and giant vouchers. lol.

yes. i love my family=))

i received angbao from kakak today oso. lol.

thanks=)

Friday, November 17, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:39 PM__]]

IM OKAY!

yes. im okay. after 2 days of torturing by my own body.

lol.

finally wen to da doc today.

da doc said i had food poisoning.

well....

after eating da medicine im feeling SOOO much better!

ya.and i cut my hair. lol.

anw. gota go do my lms .shit.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:05 AM__]]

im tired.

hmm, we celebrated shu's burfdae ytd.

well, sort of.

dey came to jp and had dinner at pizza hut.

im sorry dat most of dem felt giddy after drinking and eating cb's stuffs.

hmm.

maybe da coffee extract is too strong.

sorry bout dat.

and sorry dat i appeared so dead.

im really tired.

i worked from 2pm to 1am on sat and da next day im working from 9am to 5pm.

its torturing okay.

somemore on sat i got sabotage by da stupid maria.

she gone MIA! just lyk her friend.

wth,

if eu dowan come to work can just call da outlet kae?

don mia neither sud eu not pick up da call.

aights. ******* are just so irresponsible.

dere's another new guy, name ARIE. hus supposed to come to work on last tues. went mia too.

ixit so fun to go mia and make others so tong ku.

especially mie?

wat if i do dat to eu har?

let eu take care of da whole bar by eurself.

do cashier, do ib drinks, do eb drinks and take cakes at da same time.

don tink dat im pro okay.

i almost cried on da spot.

and i have to close da bar by myself too.

and i din eat a full meal at all da whole day for 12 hrs.

i was outside at da bar for lyk 12 hours without any break.

but lucky.

kakak and zol dey all cameand help mie with closing.

im having a bad headache at dat time.

im really glad to have deir help.

i almost cried again when i saw kakak.

and da whole gang of dem say dey are going to give me angbao for helping dem worked on sat. lol.

oh ya.

friday. i went k with reina!

lol.

we k through out da whole 5 hrs.

and we biao songs.

duets! lol.

i love going k with reina.

and we did stupid things in da room. lol.

laugh and luagh non-stop.

and reina is infatuated with da k guy. lol.

we pia da tidbits just to make da guy come and help us refill lol.

but da attempts are quite unsuccessful ya.lol.

next time lets go k again reina!

lol.

but she's going hongkong on da 29th. i think?

and she said she wud buy things for mie.lol=)

evon is going to china too.

ah. xian mu dem. i want to go on holidays too!

bring mie along!

da bao xiao long bao for mie. lol.

i will miss eu gurls de.

take care and have fun wo.

share eur fun with mie.

MUST!

take lots of pictures ya?lol.

hmm. i want to go watch american's next top model lo! buh buai!

Friday, November 10, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__2:23 PM__]]

wo bu xiang wo bu xiang wo bu xiang zhang da!

lol.

im going k with reina tmr.

okay. i will go with weiqian next tues okay?

with shirley and shan and shu too. okay? lol.

im still wondering whether i sud quit coffee bean!! ahh..

today is a fine day.

why. cox da weather is very nice.

its cooling when we walk to lt 45. lol.

went home after lecture alone.

cox da rest have things on.

walked to da busstop with alvin. lol.

and took da same bus as him.

he tot i lived in hill view condo. lol.

hmm. i dono wat to blog about!!

recently i feel so relaxed.

because im not working.

i can have my afternoon naps.

and dat is SOOOOOOOO wonderful!!

but im working on sat and sun.

oh...

i don wish for sat to come.

aights.

ixit true dat dere is a farewll ceremony for bp on da 9th of dec?

tell mie if eu noe anething okay!

i booked with reina to go back together. lol.

lets go back bp and say farewell to da school which hold all our wonderful memories together!

im really grateful to bp.

becox of bp i get to noe many wonderful friends!

reina, evon, yeeshian, huiying, yeeshan, weiqian, shuxian, shirley, xueting. [not in any order]

i get to noe edwin, zhengda, serchuan, weekian.

and oso choir friends and juniors.

xingyi! and da kone-sao gang! =))

times in bp are really really fun.

its not stressful. lyk in np.

so many projects=x

ahhh.

i want to go back secondary school.

but.

if i go back secondary school.

i wun get to noe edith and weeting!

dey are my most retarded friends ever.

i laughed alot with dem.

especially today.

we were laughing away while doing maec tutorial. lol.

and mie and weeting did alot of stupid stuffs.

mehhh~~~

LOL.

well, life is just so.... errr.

life have to go on.

so....

just packed all eur troubles into one small bag.

picked it up and walked away smiling.=)

yes, i will do dat. *smiles*

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__6:57 AM__]]

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You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you.It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy!You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around.But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long.
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Monday, November 06, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__1:33 PM__]]

i want to Quit!!

lol.

i really feel dat cb is taking up too much of my time.

dat i forget so much of my school work.

my projects, my tutorials, my assignments. eveything!!

AHHH!!!

save mie..

im always working long hours and im seriously lacking of sleep.

im going to quit after jp cb closes down for renovation.

hopefully i can.

and i want to!

i want to find a job with good pay and SUPER flexible working hours.

i was cheated by cb,

dey said da working hours were flexible.

in da end i ended up working so many hours.

one day i can work up to at least 10 hrs!

when a part timer, should work at least 4hrs.

eu see it eu see it??

cb give mie a break ya.

and eu malays. beta come and work!

well.

ytd's work was fine.

just dat dere are two ah bengs hu asked my number.

lyk WTH!

go eat shiit.

today's work was SHIIT!

maria forget everything dat she nida noe.

and she's just lyk a super duper blur sotong hu kips asking mie stuffs when im busy taking customer's orders.

urghhh..

and she can take lyk 15 mins or ++++.

just to make 2 small lattes????

hmm.

tmr i still have to work.

AHHHH!

i want to quit.

yes i want to!

oh a happy thought,

i bought a new bad today.

hiak hiak hiak. -ed.

pengz.

okay. gota go off and do my poa tutorial now.

Saturday, November 04, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__1:53 PM__]]

lazy and tired!!

ah!!

im so tired.

i want to quit working but i carn.

cox dere's six months contract and i need money!

i just hope they wun let mie work so much!

ahhhh.

idiots.

whenever dere's not enuff ppl to work closing.

dey ask mie to work. even if i have school the next day!

wth.

i need to study in the morning and i still have to work until midnyt.

sttttuuuupppiiiddddd.

im going to be strong and say "NO"!

yes, i will. hopefully.

well, i guess im overstress by work and study .

dat on my way to work ytd nyt.[yes nyt]

i cried.

upon hearing the song by kiss-because im a girl.

``one day you feel like crying.. call me.i don't promise you that i will make you laugh, but i can cry with you.one day you want to run away.. don't be afraid to call me.i don't promise to ask you to stay, but i can run with you.if one day you don't want to listen to anybody, call me.i promise to be very quiet.but, if one day you call and there is no answer.. come fast to see me.perhaps i need you.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

♥Siew came & went off @[[__4:10 AM__]]

okaeokae

**edited
i miss evon
i miss huiying
i miss yeeshian
i miss yeeshan
i miss weiqian
i miss shuxian
i miss shirley
i miss xueting
i miss edith
i miss weeting
i miss reina
i miss bpians
i miss npians
i miss tr02
i miss p3
i miss psp
i miss everyone!!!!!!!!!
well, its dat okae now. sstop attacking miie! da abve are not in any orders. no reason to attack mie now! blah.