♥Siew came & went off @[[__8:45 AM__]]
memories can lastbut da the memories that i have are slowly fading awayfading slowly that its so vague noweverything is so vaguei feel losti feel like giving up searching for the lost feelingsthe feelings that i once experiencedi feel so forgotteni find myself forgetting about myselfforgetting how am i really likeim tiredtired of searching, tired of dealing with problems that i have not dealt withtired of lifetired of everythingim tired of thinking when does all these start and when will all these endis there ever going to be an ending point for mei can't see the ending pointchanges are so hard to adapti cant adaptcan i turn back time?turn back to the time when im always laughingturn back to the time when i always looked forward to going to schoolturn back to the time when we dont have to type in laptops to pass messagesturn back to the time when we dont have to reject ppl's callsturn back to the time when we are only 4turn back to the time when we dont have to mark people downturn back to the time when we wont talk bad about othersturn back to the time when there's no anger, no hatred, no sadnessturn back to the time when im truly happyif only i can turn back timeif onlycan i cry out infront of u ppl when im really sad?can i tell u ppl how i really feel?can crying make everything stopnow i finally understand the meaning of depression.
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