Sunday, November 09, 2008
♥Siew came & went off @[[__1:53 PM__]]
):its not a happy day to start with
being tired and having to put up a smile to
every passenger
after finally clearing the queue
asked to assist gate to be translator
when i don't even know whats going on
being screamed at the moment i stepped in
fighting hard to get the attention of the seniors
and solving passenger's problems
after one done
i tot i could relax
i tot they would nice
all i wanted was to get the phone back
vulgarities were then started hurling towards me
out of no reason
words became uglier and louder
being pulled away
was something that i glad yani did
its not my fault that u guys are stuck there
i don't need to listen to all those ugly words
but i just can't help having to pretend that i don't understand
hoping that u guys will stop
tears of sadness
they can't stop flowing
thanks to those who comforted me
but they are not the familiar faces that i hope to see
the feeling of being lost
and not being able to see familiar faces
comforting me
i just don't like it
starving all the way since i started work
and only having me first food of the day at 3.30pm
cramps starting
those just didn't help me in feeling any better.
reaching home and complaining to mum
listening to what she says
i realised
how weak i am
because its not my fault in the first place
so why should i bother so much
but still
being hurled vulgarities at
by someone u totally don't know
or
just because its ur job
it sucks.
(: